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Monday, November 28, 2011

Zindagi...Life


(My first attempt to write in Hindi) 

zindagi bus kuch pal ke liye hoti hai
lekin hum woh bhi gam main gawah dete hai
kyu na hum khush rahe apni duniya main
apni choti choti khushiyan ko leke 
aur apni gham ko bhula de
humare man main jo hai 
hum usse isehaar nahi karte
apna pyar, apna gam, apne dil ke baatein
hamesha dabaye rakthe hai
phir jab waqt nikal jaata hai tab
haami bharte hai
zindagi jeeyo aise jaise kal na ho
keh do apne dil ki baatein
kar do apna dil ko halka
aur jeeyo apni zindagi:)))

Life is but a few precious moments
yet we live our lives with gloomy thots
why can't we find happiness in those
small little nuances, those little gestures that
bring a smile to our hearts and joy to our souls

Let us focus on the smiles and wipe the tears
why do we keep our thoughts locked in our hearts
Emotions, are meant to be shared
joy and grief, happiness and sorrow, smiles and tears
Share them and lighten your heart
Share them and spread the joy

We keep out thoughts locked away
for fear of rejection, ridicule and disappointment
and then time passes by and the feelings remain
festering away at your soul
get them out, free the thoughts, share ur soul

Life is but a few precious moments
Life life fully, Live like there is no tomorrow
Smile and giggle, laugh and love.
Life is worth that and so much more:))
Sutapa

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

I am HOT!!!

(Disclaimer before starting this....All views expressed here are mine and mine only, so help me lord:) Puns, double entendre, cliches, euphemisms may or may not be intended....that discretion rests solely with the reader depending on their perception...my thots are typed purely as they form in my convoluted brain and spewed forth:)

Yeah so where was I? Yeah I am HOT!!! Yup no doubt about it.....I literally give out heat:) How you may ask...A very simple trick, again many thanks to this condition called Parkinson's, I have learned the many amazing tricks my body can do.... all without my permission or without my say so....my various body parts decide to let off steam, send off electrical impulses, go on vibrate mode, or do a jiggly wiggly...especially the shins part of my leg, and then boy am I a mover shaker:)))

When I am in the mover shaker mode, sometimes it is either a part of my body or sometimes the whole body joins in for the fun, I am shaking so much, if I am sitting on a chair, the chair shakes, if I am laying on the bed, yup shake it up, or if someone is holding me trying to calm my body down, I move them too:)

Never knew my body knew so many tricks....as for my mind..ahem lets leave that be...So it is during these moments that I am hot, electrifying, and at the end of that episode, after my body decides to calm down, am sweaty and tired...yup i know... and then I wonder why I am tired huh....

Yeah baby I am hot:) Reminds me of this Hindi song..."Khambe jaisi khadi ho, bijli ho ya .....basically means full of sparks and spitfire....yup that is me:) Modest to the last breath:)





Wednesday, November 16, 2011

I Can Do it

while i lie down on the carpet
a quivering body
moving and yet not able to move 
all i need is ur love and arms to hold me
and i can do it

while i stumble, grumble 
and sway as my body has a mind of it s own
as i try to move forward
all i need is ur love and arms to hold me
and i can do it

Baby Baby baby all i need is u
and i can conquer the  world
I need  u to hold my hands and share my dreams
Tell me baby will you will you coz 
all i need is ur love and arms to hold me
and i can do it
all i need is ur love and arms to hold me
and i can do it
all i need is ur love and arms to hold me
and i can do it

while i sit in my chair
and my body vibrates 
beating a staccato of noise as my chaair vibrates tool
and my feet tap furiously on the table
all i need is ur love and arms to hold me
and i can do it

Baby Baby baby all i need is u
and i can conquer the  world
I need  u to hold my hands and share my dreams
Tell me baby will you will you coz 
all i need is ur love and arms to hold me
and i can do it
all i need is ur love and arms to hold me
and i can do it
all i need is ur love and arms to hold me
and i can do it

with you by my side
no mountain is too high
no oceam too wide
no cliff too steep
no ravine too deep
all i need is ur love and arms to hold me
and i can do it

Baby will you
cos i need u
i want u
i love u

Baby Baby baby all i need is u
and i can conquer the  world
I need  u to hold my hands and share my dreams
Tell me baby will you will you coz 
all i need is ur love and arms to hold me
and i can do it
all i need is ur love and arms to hold me
and i can do it
all i need is ur love and arms to hold me
and i can do it