Zindagi...Life

(My first attempt to write in Hindi) 

zindagi bus kuch pal ke liye hoti hai

lekin hum woh bhi gam main gawah dete hai

kyu na hum khush rahe apni duniya main

apni choti choti khushiyan ko leke 

aur apni gham ko bhula de

humare man main jo hai 

hum usse isehaar nahi karte

apna pyar, apna gam, apne dil ke baatein

hamesha dabaye rakthe hai

phir jab waqt nikal jaata hai tab

haami bharte hai

zindagi jeeyo aise jaise kal na ho

keh do apne dil ki baatein

kar do apna dil ko halka

aur jeeyo apni zindagi:)))

Life is but a few precious moments

yet we live our lives with gloomy thots

why can't we find happiness in those

small little nuances, those little gestures that

bring a smile to our hearts and joy to our souls

Let us focus on the smiles and wipe the tears

why do we keep our thoughts locked in our hearts

Emotions, are meant to be shared

joy and grief, happiness and sorrow, smiles and tears

Share them and lighten your heart

Share them and spread the joy

We keep out thoughts locked away

for fear of rejection, ridicule and disappointment

and then time passes by and the feelings remain

festering away at your soul

get them out, free the thoughts, share ur soul

Life is but a few precious moments

Life life fully, Live like there is no tomorrow

Smile and giggle, laugh and love.

Life is worth that and so much more:))

Sutapa

I am HOT!!!

(Disclaimer before starting this....All views expressed here are mine and mine only, so help me lord:) Puns, double entendre, cliches, euphemisms may or may not be intended....that discretion rests solely with the reader depending on their perception...my thots are typed purely as they form in my convoluted brain and spewed forth:)

Yeah so where was I? Yeah I am HOT!!! Yup no doubt about it.....I literally give out heat:) How you may ask...A very simple trick, again many thanks to this condition called Parkinson's, I have learned the many amazing tricks my body can do.... all without my permission or without my say so....my various body parts decide to let off steam, send off electrical impulses, go on vibrate mode, or do a jiggly wiggly...especially the shins part of my leg, and then boy am I a mover shaker:)))

When I am in the mover shaker mode, sometimes it is either a part of my body or sometimes the whole body joins in for the fun, I am shaking so much, if I am sitting on a chair, the chair shakes, if I am laying on the bed, yup shake it up, or if someone is holding me trying to calm my body down, I move them too:)

Never knew my body knew so many tricks....as for my mind..ahem lets leave that be...So it is during these moments that I am hot, electrifying, and at the end of that episode, after my body decides to calm down, am sweaty and tired...yup i know... and then I wonder why I am tired huh....

Yeah baby I am hot:) Reminds me of this Hindi song..."Khambe jaisi khadi ho, bijli ho ya .....basically means full of sparks and spitfire....yup that is me:) Modest to the last breath:)

I Can Do it

while i lie down on the carpet

a quivering body

moving and yet not able to move 

all i need is ur love and arms to hold me

and i can do it

while i stumble, grumble 

and sway as my body has a mind of it s own

as i try to move forward

all i need is ur love and arms to hold me

and i can do it

Baby Baby baby all i need is u

and i can conquer the  world

I need  u to hold my hands and share my dreams

Tell me baby will you will you coz 

all i need is ur love and arms to hold me

and i can do it

all i need is ur love and arms to hold me

and i can do it

all i need is ur love and arms to hold me

and i can do it

while i sit in my chair

and my body vibrates 

beating a staccato of noise as my chaair vibrates tool

and my feet tap furiously on the table

all i need is ur love and arms to hold me

and i can do it

Baby Baby baby all i need is u

and i can conquer the  world

I need  u to hold my hands and share my dreams

Tell me baby will you will you coz 

all i need is ur love and arms to hold me

and i can do it

all i need is ur love and arms to hold me

and i can do it

all i need is ur love and arms to hold me

and i can do it

with you by my side

no mountain is too high

no oceam too wide

no cliff too steep

no ravine too deep

all i need is ur love and arms to hold me

and i can do it

Baby will you

cos i need u

i want u

i love u

Baby Baby baby all i need is u

and i can conquer the  world

I need  u to hold my hands and share my dreams

Tell me baby will you will you coz 

all i need is ur love and arms to hold me

and i can do it

all i need is ur love and arms to hold me

and i can do it

all i need is ur love and arms to hold me

and i can do it